<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Battle Drill Daily Devotional (Video) | 5-Minute Devotionals]]></title><description><![CDATA[Daily 5-minute Christian devotionals rooted in Scripture and Salvation Army mission. Helping you live out your faith with hope, courage, and purpose - one day at a time.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!uJqa!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe43d7a0-fd59-47d1-b717-f3a0c7497c9f_1280x1280.png</url><title>Battle Drill Daily Devotional (Video) | 5-Minute Devotionals</title><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2026 18:55:55 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[robwestwoodpayne@battledrilldevotional.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[robwestwoodpayne@battledrilldevotional.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[robwestwoodpayne@battledrilldevotional.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[robwestwoodpayne@battledrilldevotional.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[The fight no one else can see]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-fight-no-one-else-can-see</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-fight-no-one-else-can-see</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2026 05:01:53 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/R10MyWRypCw" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend.</p><p>Some battles don&#8217;t make a sound.</p><p>There are no sirens and no chaos. Just a quiet tension inside your own head. Have you noticed how the fiercest fights often start where no one else can see them? They begin in the mind, long before they reach our hands or shape our words.</p><p>I know this firsthand. When my emotions get the better of me, it&#8217;s almost always because I&#8217;ve let my thoughts run wild. I haven&#8217;t paused long enough to let God speak. I haven&#8217;t given his word the space to reset me.</p><p>But when I do, something shifts. It isn&#8217;t instant, but it is real. The Spirit reminds me who I am, and more than that, whose I am.</p><p>Paul puts it simply in Philippians 4:8. He tells us to fix our thoughts on what is true and honourable and right and pure and lovely and admirable. That isn&#8217;t just good advice. For many of us, it&#8217;s spiritual survival.</p><p>So let me ask you gently today. What&#8217;s filling your mind right now? Are those thoughts leading you into life, or pulling you back towards the dark?</p><p>You don&#8217;t have to fight alone. The Holy Spirit stands ready to help you guard your heart and renew your mind. But he won&#8217;t barge in. He waits for your yes.</p><p>In today&#8217;s 5-minute devotional, I unpack all of this with a simple prayer to close.</p><p>&#128073; <em>Watch the full video here:</em> </p><div id="youtube2-R10MyWRypCw" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;R10MyWRypCw&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/R10MyWRypCw?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>Grace and peace.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Some battles don't make a sound]]></title><description><![CDATA[Hello friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/some-battles-dont-make-a-sound</link><guid 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What thought has been looping in your mind lately?</p><p>Maybe it&#8217;s a sharp word someone said. Maybe it&#8217;s a worry about what&#8217;s ahead. Maybe it&#8217;s that quiet voice that says you&#8217;re not good enough, and it plays on repeat until you start to believe it.</p><p>If that&#8217;s you, you&#8217;re not alone. Some of the hardest battles we fight make no sound at all. No sirens, no chaos. Just quiet tension inside our own heads.</p><p>Here&#8217;s what I&#8217;ve learned, both in my own life and walking alongside others. We can&#8217;t always control what thoughts come our way. But we can choose which ones we let stay. We are the gatekeepers of our own minds.</p><p>This week I&#8217;ve made a short series about exactly this. It&#8217;s seven small steps to help you notice what you&#8217;re dwelling on, let go of the lies, and fix your thoughts on what is true and good. It won&#8217;t fix everything overnight. But I&#8217;ve seen, again and again, how peace begins to grow when we hand our racing thoughts to Jesus, one at a time.</p><p>So here&#8217;s a simple start for today. When the spiral begins, pause. Name the thought. Then bring it to him.</p><p>If it helps, I&#8217;d love you to join me for the full seven days on YouTube. We&#8217;ll take it slowly, together.</p><p>Walk in peace.</p><p>Rob</p><p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPHMvR0uBd2k">https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLPHMvR0uBd2k</a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[You're more ready than you think]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/youre-more-ready-than-you-think</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/youre-more-ready-than-you-think</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 02 Aug 2026 05:00:25 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/houoX5WUw78" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend.</p><p>Here&#8217;s a question I&#8217;ve been sitting with this week: <em>What&#8217;s already in your hands?</em></p><p>Not what you wish you had. Not what you&#8217;re hoping to develop one day. What&#8217;s there right now - the skill, the experience, the quiet gift you perhaps don&#8217;t think much of?</p><p>Jesus tells a parable about a servant who doesn&#8217;t wait for the perfect conditions. He doesn&#8217;t hold back until everything lines up. He serves faithfully, right where he is, with what he has. And the master comes home and calls him good and faithful.</p><p>That phrase has been stopping me in my tracks.</p><p>Because I think a lot of us are waiting. Waiting to feel more confident. Waiting for the right moment. Waiting for someone to officially tell us we&#8217;re good enough. And all the while, the gifts God has placed in our hands stay quietly gathering dust.</p><p>I see the opposite of that in the people I serve alongside every day - folk who offer a few hours, a warm meal, a prayer prayed quietly in someone&#8217;s corner. They don&#8217;t serve because they have everything sorted. They serve because they&#8217;ve decided to be willing.</p><p>And through them, something of God&#8217;s kingdom breaks in.</p><p>You don&#8217;t need to be perfect. You just need to show up.</p><p>This week&#8217;s devotional unpacks Luke 12:43 and asks the question: are you making the most of the gifts God has placed in your hands? I&#8217;d love you to watch it.</p><p><em>Watch the full devotional here &#8594; </em></p><div id="youtube2-houoX5WUw78" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;houoX5WUw78&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/houoX5WUw78?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>Until next time - live ready.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Grace is still knocking - even now]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/grace-is-still-knocking-even-now</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/grace-is-still-knocking-even-now</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 01 Aug 2026 05:01:44 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/pwfLdpfAdYE" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend.</p><p>Have you ever missed something important? A train. A birthday. A moment you really meant to show up for - but somehow it passed you by.</p><p>I think a lot of us feel that way spiritually, too. Like we overslept. Like God moved on while we were getting our act together.</p><p>But this week I&#8217;ve been sitting with a passage from Luke 12, where Jesus tells a story about a master who comes home in the middle of the night - maybe even just before dawn. And the point of the story isn&#8217;t that the servants had to be impressive. It&#8217;s that they had to be <em>present</em>.</p><p>What stopped me in my tracks, though, was the grace underneath the story. Because the gospel doesn&#8217;t picture us climbing up to God, sweating and struggling. It pictures him <em>already coming down</em>. Already knocking. Already waiting - not with frustration, but with love.</p><p>I&#8217;ve seen this in real life. People who ran hard and fast from God - years of anger, seasons of shame - and when they finally stopped, grace was already there. Not moved an inch.</p><p>So if today you feel like you&#8217;ve overslept spiritually - like it&#8217;s too late, like you&#8217;ve blown it - I want you to hear this:</p><p>He&#8217;s still on the doorstep.</p><p>You don&#8217;t have to climb the ladder. You just have to open the door.</p><p>Today&#8217;s 5-minute devotional unpacks this gently and honestly - with a short prayer to close. I think it might be just what you need today.</p><p>&#128073; Watch here on YouTube - </p><div id="youtube2-pwfLdpfAdYE" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;pwfLdpfAdYE&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/pwfLdpfAdYE?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>Until tomorrow - God bless you, friend.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Are you awake today?]]></title><description><![CDATA[Good morning, friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/are-you-awake-today</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/are-you-awake-today</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 31 Jul 2026 05:01:35 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/MnkjUrQ1HVc" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Good morning, friend.</p><p>Let me ask you something before the day gets away from you.</p><p>Have you ever reached the evening and realised you weren&#8217;t really <em>there</em> for most of it? You turned up. You went through the motions. But your mind was somewhere else - running ahead, replaying the past, numbed by the noise. I think most of us know that feeling more than we&#8217;d like to admit.</p><p>Jesus talks about this in Luke 12. He tells a story about servants who are watching and waiting for their master to return. And what happens when he comes home and finds them ready? He sits them down. Puts on an apron. And serves them. It&#8217;s one of the most unexpected images in all the Gospels - a master who waits on his own servants.</p><p>But the point isn&#8217;t the surprise. The point is <em>readiness</em>. Being awake. Keeping your heart open, your hands free, your eyes up.</p><p>There&#8217;s a little story I tell about three brothers whose dad tells them to wait at the door. One stays alert. One drifts. One can&#8217;t leave his stuff behind. Only one makes the train. Jesus says: <em>that&#8217;s</em> what it looks like to be spiritually alive.</p><p>It&#8217;s not about knowing what comes next. It&#8217;s about being present enough to notice God moving - in the ordinary, unremarkable, Tuesday-afternoon moments of life.</p><p>So - are you awake today?</p><p>I&#8217;ve made a short 5-minute devotional on this passage that might be just what you need this morning. I&#8217;d love for you to watch it.</p><p>&#128073; Watch today&#8217;s devotional here - </p><div id="youtube2-MnkjUrQ1HVc" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;MnkjUrQ1HVc&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/MnkjUrQ1HVc?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>Grace and peace.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The investment that never loses its value]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-investment-that-never-loses-its</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-investment-that-never-loses-its</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 30 Jul 2026 05:00:23 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/Q7y9-B-B-SI" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend.</p><p>I&#8217;ve been thinking about something Jesus said that I find quietly radical every time I come back to it.</p><p>He tells his followers to sell their possessions and give to those in need - and that when they do, they&#8217;re storing up treasure in heaven. Treasure, he says, that can&#8217;t be stolen, can&#8217;t be eaten by moths, and doesn&#8217;t fade. <em>(Luke 12:33)</em></p><p>That&#8217;s a pretty different way of thinking about money and giving. Most of us - and I include myself here - have been trained to hold on. To save. To protect what we have. And there&#8217;s wisdom in being responsible with what we&#8217;re given. But Jesus seems to be saying something more than that. He&#8217;s saying that what we give away generously, in his name, isn&#8217;t really gone. It&#8217;s invested somewhere far more secure.</p><p>I knew a woman who gave quietly even when her own resources were stretched. When I asked her why, she simply said: <em>&#8220;I can&#8217;t outgive God. He&#8217;s never failed me yet.&#8221;</em></p><p>Her joy wasn&#8217;t in her bank balance. It was in something deeper.</p><p>This week&#8217;s devotional explores that idea - what it looks like to hold things with open hands, and why generosity might be the wisest investment any of us can make.</p><p>You can watch the full 5-minute video here: </p><div id="youtube2-Q7y9-B-B-SI" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;Q7y9-B-B-SI&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/Q7y9-B-B-SI?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>-With you on the journey.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The quiet ache we don't talk about]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-quiet-ache-we-dont-talk-about</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-quiet-ache-we-dont-talk-about</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 29 Jul 2026 05:00:43 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/2wFf7wfz1Ms" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend.</p><p>Have you ever reached a goal you&#8217;d worked incredibly hard for - and then, once the initial excitement faded, felt a strange kind of flatness?</p><p>You&#8217;re not alone. And I&#8217;d suggest it&#8217;s not a sign that something is wrong with you. It might actually be a signpost pointing you somewhere important.</p><p>I had a season like that. I chased something with everything I had. Reached it. Enjoyed it for a while. And then that quiet ache came back. It was as if God was gently saying: <em>Knowing me - not your achievements - will satisfy your soul.</em></p><p>Jesus put it plainly: wherever your treasure is, that&#8217;s where your heart will be (Luke 12:34). Which means the question isn&#8217;t just &#8220;what do I want?&#8221; It&#8217;s &#8220;what am I actually building my life around?&#8221;</p><p>The Psalmist had worked this out. He wrote that God&#8217;s word was worth more to him than millions in gold and silver, sweeter than honey (Psalm 119:72, 103). That sounds almost absurd in a world built on accumulation. But when you sit with Scripture - really sit with it - something shifts. Your desires shift. You give more freely. You live with a deeper, quieter joy.</p><p>God&#8217;s word isn&#8217;t a duty to tick off. It&#8217;s an invitation to live on purpose.</p><p>Today&#8217;s five-minute devotional explores this theme - and ends with a question worth sitting with.</p><p>Watch today&#8217;s devotional here &#8594; </p><div id="youtube2-2wFf7wfz1Ms" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;2wFf7wfz1Ms&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/2wFf7wfz1Ms?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>With you on the journey.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Freedom of Letting Go]]></title><description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been thinking about hands lately.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-freedom-of-letting-go-4b6</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-freedom-of-letting-go-4b6</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 28 Jul 2026 05:00:29 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/-L71SuOxkps" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking about hands lately.</p><p>Not in an abstract way - in a very practical, personal one. Because I&#8217;ve spent a fair bit of my life with my hands gripped tightly around things I was convinced I needed to hold: plans, outcomes, reputation, the sense that everything was under control.</p><p>And what I&#8217;ve found, again and again, is this: you can&#8217;t receive what God is offering when your hands are already full.</p><p>Paul writes in Philippians 2 that Jesus - fully God - chose to let go. He didn&#8217;t cling to power or position. He emptied himself, not recklessly, but in faith. And through that surrender, you and I received something we could never have earned: grace, life, a kingdom that cannot be shaken.</p><p>That stops me in my tracks every time I read it.</p><p>Jesus didn&#8217;t let go because he had nothing to lose. He let go because he trusted the Father completely. And the Father honoured it.</p><p>In today&#8217;s devotional, I sit with this question: what are <em>you</em> holding onto right now? Fear? Control? Comfort you&#8217;re too scared to release? What might God be inviting you to open your hands to today?</p><p>Learning to let go isn&#8217;t failure. It&#8217;s one of the deepest acts of faith we can choose.</p><p>I explore all of this - including a moment from my own ministry where I had to open my hands and trust - in today&#8217;s 5-minute video.</p><p>&#128073; Watch here: </p><div id="youtube2--L71SuOxkps" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;-L71SuOxkps&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/-L71SuOxkps?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>With you in the journey.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The fear of being left behind (and what Jesus says about it)]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-fear-of-being-left-behind-and</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-fear-of-being-left-behind-and</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2026 05:01:48 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/RJJWM_RSJZw" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend.</p><p>There&#8217;s a fear that doesn&#8217;t always make it into conversation. It&#8217;s quieter than most. It&#8217;s the fear of being overlooked - of doing your best, giving what you&#8217;ve got, and somehow still being passed over.</p><p>Maybe you&#8217;ve felt it at work, in your family, in church. Maybe you&#8217;re feeling it today.</p><p>I&#8217;ve certainly felt it. And if I&#8217;m honest, I&#8217;ve tried to manage it in all the wrong ways - by clinging tighter to titles, to roles, to a sense of achievement. Even, at times, to ministry itself.</p><p>But then I keep coming back to this simple line from Jesus in Luke 12: <em>&#8220;Don&#8217;t be afraid, little flock, for it gives your Father great happiness to give you the kingdom.&#8221;</em></p><p>What strikes me every time is the word <em>happiness</em>. God isn&#8217;t reluctantly parting with something you have to earn. He delights to give. It brings him joy.</p><p>That changes everything.</p><p>The question Jesus leaves us with isn&#8217;t &#8220;have you worked hard enough?&#8221; It&#8217;s simpler and more searching than that: <em>Are your hands open? Are you ready to receive?</em></p><p>Sometimes the thing standing between us and God&#8217;s generosity isn&#8217;t our sin or our failure. It&#8217;s our grip.</p><p>Today&#8217;s devotional on YouTube explores this in about five minutes. If you&#8217;re carrying that quiet fear of being left behind, I think it might speak to you.</p><p><em>Watch the full devotional here:</em> </p><div id="youtube2-RJJWM_RSJZw" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;RJJWM_RSJZw&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/RJJWM_RSJZw?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>Until tomorrow.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[What if the thing you're holding onto is the thing holding you back?]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/what-if-the-thing-youre-holding-onto</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/what-if-the-thing-youre-holding-onto</guid><pubDate>Sun, 26 Jul 2026 14:31:24 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XaCl!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcc2a4637-1a1d-4f69-ad81-462cd9832cfc_1920x1080.heic" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XaCl!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcc2a4637-1a1d-4f69-ad81-462cd9832cfc_1920x1080.heic" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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For much of my life, I&#8217;ve been a clencher. Not just with my hands - with plans, outcomes, and the quiet, exhausting need to feel like I&#8217;m in control. Maybe you know the feeling.</p><p>This week on Battle Drill Daily Devotional, I&#8217;ve been working through something that&#8217;s been sitting with me for a while. It&#8217;s the idea of living with open hands. Not passive hands. Not giving-up hands. Just hands that aren&#8217;t white-knuckled anymore.</p><p>Over seven short daily videos, we&#8217;ve looked at some honest questions. What are you really afraid of missing? What are you holding onto that might be getting in the way? Is there a kind of treasure that actually lasts - and if so, are you investing in it? What does it mean to stay awake to what really matters, when life is so loud and so full?</p><p>We also sat with something I find genuinely moving: the image of a God who doesn&#8217;t wait for you to climb up to him. He&#8217;s already on the doorstep. His grace hasn&#8217;t quit. And he delights - genuinely delights - to give good things to his children.</p><p>You don&#8217;t need to be religious to find these reflections useful. You just need to be a human being who sometimes holds on too tight.</p><p>If any of this resonates, the full series is waiting for you on YouTube. Each video is around five minutes. You can start wherever feels right.</p><p>Link to full series playlist here - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRCAfiHehjUlVTTsRYt829EVG90_VhLja">https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRCAfiHehjUlVTTsRYt829EVG90_VhLja</a></p><p>You don&#8217;t have to have it figured out. You just need to start with your hands a little more open.</p><p>With you in it.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The gift that's been sitting in a drawer]]></title><description><![CDATA[There&#8217;s an image that came to me while I was preparing today&#8217;s devotional, and I can&#8217;t quite let it go.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-gift-thats-been-sitting-in-a</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-gift-thats-been-sitting-in-a</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 26 Jul 2026 05:01:39 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/ZvELltEdkNY" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>There&#8217;s an image that came to me while I was preparing today&#8217;s devotional, and I can&#8217;t quite let it go.</p><p>Think of a really good tool - a beautiful kitchen knife, a proper set of spanners, a camera you were genuinely excited about. At first you used it. Then life got busy. And now it&#8217;s at the back of the cupboard, still sharp, still good, completely unused.</p><p>I wonder if some of your gifts are like that.</p><p>Not forgotten exactly. Just quietly turned inwards - used for comfort, or for self-protection, or simply never quite pointed at anyone in particular.</p><p>Paul writes to the church at Corinth - a church full of noise and comparison and competition - and he cuts through all of it with one sentence. <em>&#8220;A spiritual gift is given to each of us so we can help each other&#8221;</em> (1 Corinthians 12:7).</p><p>That little phrase, <em>each other</em>, is the whole point. It turns the entire conversation about gifts and calling from self-discovery into something much more beautiful - mutual service.</p><p>Frances Ridley Havergal captured it in her hymn: <em>&#8220;Take my hands and let them move at the impulse of thy love.&#8221;</em> She wasn&#8217;t asking God to make her more capable. She was asking him to redirect what she already had.</p><p>That&#8217;s the prayer I came away with today. Not <em>give me more</em> - but <em>redirect what I&#8217;ve already got.</em></p><p>Your gifts belong in every area of your life - at work, at home, on your street, in your church. You don&#8217;t need a platform. You just need one person, this week.</p><p>Watch the full devotional here: </p><div id="youtube2-ZvELltEdkNY" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;ZvELltEdkNY&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/ZvELltEdkNY?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>Grace and peace.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The day I put the phone down (and what I found instead)]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-day-i-put-the-phone-down-and</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-day-i-put-the-phone-down-and</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 25 Jul 2026 05:01:36 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/Ml9HUrNolyY" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend.</p><p>Here&#8217;s a question worth sitting with this week: what if the very device you reach for when you&#8217;re tired is actually the thing stopping you from resting?</p><p>Ofcom tells us the average person in the UK now spends over a day a week on screens. More than half of us think we&#8217;re addicted to our phones. And most of us already know it - we just don&#8217;t know how to stop.</p><p>I&#8217;ve been thinking a lot recently about Psalm 46:10. <em>&#8220;Be still, and know that I am God.&#8221;</em> It&#8217;s one of those verses we hear so often it can lose its edge. But the Hebrew behind &#8220;be still&#8221; is striking - it literally means <em>cease striving.</em> Stop pushing. Stop performing. Stop filling the silence.</p><p>That&#8217;s not emptiness. That&#8217;s actually fullness - because it&#8217;s creating space for God, who is already present, to make himself known in ways that our busy, buzzing minds simply can&#8217;t perceive when they&#8217;re full of notifications.</p><p>I&#8217;ve started practising a regular digital Sabbath - 24 hours, sunset to sunset, phone face-down. The first few hours are uncomfortable, honestly. But then something shifts.</p><p>It&#8217;s become one of the most spiritually nourishing things I do.</p><p>In today&#8217;s devotional, I talk about how 100,000 people transformed their prayer lives through a structured digital fast, what Jesus modelled for us, and a simple challenge you can try this very week.</p><p>&#128073; Watch it here: </p><div id="youtube2-Ml9HUrNolyY" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;Ml9HUrNolyY&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/Ml9HUrNolyY?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>You&#8217;re not missing anything by putting the phone down. You might just find you&#8217;ve been missing <em>everything</em> by keeping it on.</p><p>With you on the journey.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[You weren't designed to rest alone]]></title><description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve been thinking about tiredness lately.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/you-werent-designed-to-rest-alone</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/you-werent-designed-to-rest-alone</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2026 05:01:27 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/Tfk6vb49obQ" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve been thinking about tiredness lately.</p><p>Not just the kind that a good night&#8217;s sleep fixes, but the deeper kind - the weariness that stays even after you&#8217;ve rested. The sort that settles in your bones and doesn&#8217;t shift.</p><p>I wonder if part of the problem is that we&#8217;ve been taught to treat rest as a solo project.</p><p>Scripture tells a different story. Ecclesiastes 4:9 says that two people are better off than one, because they can help each other succeed. And the Hebrew Sabbath - far from being a quiet personal retreat - was always a communal rhythm. Families, neighbours, even animals rested <em>together</em>. The pause was shared. The restoration happened in relationship.</p><p>The early church got this too. They didn&#8217;t simply attend a Sunday service and scatter. They shared meals. They shared resources. They carried each other&#8217;s burdens and celebrated each other&#8217;s joys. Community wasn&#8217;t the add-on to their faith. It <em>was</em> their faith in action.</p><p>I think that&#8217;s why isolation so often amplifies what we&#8217;re already feeling. Anxiety becomes panic. Sadness becomes despair. Weariness becomes exhaustion. But genuine fellowship - the honest, imperfect, accepting kind - provides perspective and shared strength that changes everything.</p><p>This week&#8217;s devotional explores exactly that. Five minutes. One Scripture. A simple challenge to try with your community this week.</p><p>You can watch it here: </p><div id="youtube2-Tfk6vb49obQ" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;Tfk6vb49obQ&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/Tfk6vb49obQ?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>You weren&#8217;t meant to carry this alone. I really believe that.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The holiday that wore us out (and what Jesus says about rest)]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend,]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-holiday-that-wore-us-out-and</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-holiday-that-wore-us-out-and</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 23 Jul 2026 05:00:38 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/HD_2mCmlLWk" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend,</p><p>Gail and I came back from Walt Disney World and Universal in Florida. It was wonderful. It was also absolutely exhausting.</p><p>And I kept thinking on the flight home - why does rest so often not actually feel like rest?</p><p>I think most of us are living with a quiet confusion between distraction and restoration. We collapse in front of the television or lose an hour to scrolling, and we call it &#8220;switching off.&#8221; But if we&#8217;re honest, we often feel emptier afterwards, not fuller.</p><p>Jesus says something striking in Matthew 11:30 - <em>&#8220;My yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light.&#8221;</em> I used to read that as a kind of spiritual promise that following Jesus would be effortless. It isn&#8217;t that. What he&#8217;s describing is a yoke fitted perfectly for the soul it&#8217;s carrying - like bespoke sportswear that enhances rather than hinders.</p><p>True rest, it turns out, often requires a little effort. Prayer. Creative expression. Meaningful conversation. Serving someone else. These things don&#8217;t always feel immediately relaxing. But they restore us in ways that passive entertainment simply cannot.</p><p>This week, I&#8217;ve been sitting with one simple question: <em>what activities truly restore me - and what merely distracts me?</em></p><p>It&#8217;s worth asking.</p><p>I explore all of this in today&#8217;s short devotional - about five minutes. I&#8217;d love for you to watch it when you have a quiet moment.</p><p>&#9654;&#65039; </p><div id="youtube2-HD_2mCmlLWk" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;HD_2mCmlLWk&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/HD_2mCmlLWk?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>With you in the journey.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[When did you last truly pause?]]></title><description><![CDATA[I want to ask you something honest.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/when-did-you-last-truly-pause</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/when-did-you-last-truly-pause</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 22 Jul 2026 05:01:22 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/cT8TXWnmQvE" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I want to ask you something honest.</p><p>When did you last step outside - not to get somewhere, not to walk the dog in a rush, not to glance at your phone between the car and the front door - but simply to <em>be</em> there? To feel the grass. Watch the clouds. Notice the light.</p><p>If you&#8217;re struggling to answer, researchers have a name for it: Nature Deficit Disorder. It&#8217;s the growing disconnection many of us feel from the natural world - and it&#8217;s quietly wearing us down.</p><p>Here&#8217;s what struck me this week. Psalm 19 opens with this: <em>&#8220;The heavens proclaim the glory of God. The skies display his craftsmanship.&#8221;</em> Creation wasn&#8217;t just God&#8217;s backdrop. It was his first cathedral. A place designed for encounter - with beauty, with peace, and with him.</p><p>The University of Exeter found that just two hours a week in green spaces significantly improves health and wellbeing. Science is catching up with what Scripture told us centuries ago: <em>creation heals us.</em></p><p>And here&#8217;s the hopeful bit. You don&#8217;t need a retreat or a wilderness adventure. A park bench will do. A garden corner. Even a window, approached with an expectant heart.</p><p>Jesus regularly withdrew to natural spaces to pray and be renewed. If he needed that, so do we.</p><p>So this week, I want to invite you to schedule one simple <em>creation appointment</em> - 20 minutes outside, no devices, just you and God.</p><p>Your soul will be glad you did.</p><p>Watch the full 5-minute devotional here: </p><div id="youtube2-cT8TXWnmQvE" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;cT8TXWnmQvE&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/cT8TXWnmQvE?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>With warmth.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The weight you were never meant to carry alone]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-weight-you-were-never-meant-to</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-weight-you-were-never-meant-to</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 21 Jul 2026 05:00:30 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/3XYd4pIn4Lo" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dear friend.</p><p>Can I ask you something honest? When did you last feel truly rested - not just physically, but in your soul?</p><p>I&#8217;m asking because the numbers are striking. The 2025 UK Burnout Report reveals that 91% of adults experienced high or extreme stress last year. A third of us are living in a state of chronic stress - always, or often. We have convinced ourselves, somewhere along the line, that our worth depends on our output. And so rest starts to feel like failure.</p><p>Into that pressure - into this specific moment in history - Jesus speaks.</p><p>&#8220;Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls.&#8221; (Matthew 11:29)</p><p>It&#8217;s one of the most radical things he ever said. A yoke isn&#8217;t a burden laid on you - it&#8217;s a burden <em>shared.</em> And Jesus, who worked with his hands as a carpenter, would have known that a well-made yoke is custom-fitted. It doesn&#8217;t crush you. It distributes the weight.</p><p>In today&#8217;s devotional, I share the story of Tanya, who burned out twice in two years in a corporate job, and Brody, who found unexpected gentleness after 20 years of addiction. Both stories point to the same truth - Jesus doesn&#8217;t drive us harder. He teaches us a gentler way.</p><p>Today&#8217;s practical step is simple: write down one burden you&#8217;ve been carrying alone. Then give that piece of paper to God in prayer.</p><p>You&#8217;ll find the full 5-minute video here: </p><div id="youtube2-3XYd4pIn4Lo" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;3XYd4pIn4Lo&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/3XYd4pIn4Lo?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>With you today.</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[How many tabs have you got open?]]></title><description><![CDATA[I&#8217;m not talking about your browser - though that&#8217;s probably a fair reflection too.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/how-many-tabs-have-you-got-open</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/how-many-tabs-have-you-got-open</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 Jul 2026 05:00:26 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/4k09dVhDP74" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;m not talking about your browser - though that&#8217;s probably a fair reflection too.</p><p>I mean the mental kind. The list that never quite gets finished. The worry you keep returning to. The conversation you&#8217;re replaying. The thing you&#8217;re trying not to think about.</p><p>Most of us are carrying far more than we let on. And the exhaustion isn&#8217;t just physical - it&#8217;s deeper than that. Soul-level tired, if you know what I mean.</p><p>In today&#8217;s devotional, I looked at one of Jesus&#8217; most quietly radical invitations. Not &#8220;sort yourself out and then come to me.&#8221; Not &#8220;try harder, pray more, do better.&#8221; Just this: <em>&#8220;Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest&#8221;</em> (Matthew 11:28, NLT).</p><p>What struck me most in preparing this was the specificity of it. Not &#8220;find God somewhere.&#8221; Not a vague spiritual suggestion. <em>Come to me.</em> Personal. Direct. Now.</p><p>I also shared the story of a Canadian artist named Josh, who nearly died three times in 21 days - and who discovered, right in the middle of the worst of it, a rest he hadn&#8217;t known before. Not because things got better. Because Jesus showed up.</p><p>Rest isn&#8217;t the absence of hard things. It&#8217;s the presence of Jesus <em>in</em> the hard things.</p><p>That&#8217;s worth sitting with today.</p><p>The full five-minute video is linked below - I hope it&#8217;s a moment of stillness in your day.</p><p>With you.</p><p>Rob &#128591;</p><p>&#9654;&#65039; <em>Watch today&#8217;s devotional here: </em></p><div id="youtube2-4k09dVhDP74" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;4k09dVhDP74&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/4k09dVhDP74?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Are you tired of being tired?]]></title><description><![CDATA[Dear friend,]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/are-you-tired-of-being-tired</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/are-you-tired-of-being-tired</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2026 14:31:13 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XaCl!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcc2a4637-1a1d-4f69-ad81-462cd9832cfc_1920x1080.heic" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!XaCl!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcc2a4637-1a1d-4f69-ad81-462cd9832cfc_1920x1080.heic" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg aria-hidden="true" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" 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When did you last feel genuinely rested?</p><p>Not &#8220;had a lie-in&#8221; rested. Not &#8220;scrolled through Netflix for three hours&#8221; rested. I mean the kind of rest where your soul feels settled - where you wake up and actually feel ready for the day ahead.</p><p>For most of us, that kind of rest is increasingly rare. We live at a pace that would have felt unsustainable to previous generations. Our phones follow us to bed. Our minds race through the night. Even our holidays leave us needing a holiday.</p><p>This week I&#8217;ve put together a seven-part devotional series on exactly this - and I want to be honest with you: it isn&#8217;t really about religious practice. It&#8217;s about something every human being longs for. Rest that goes deeper than sleep. Quieter than a spa day. More lasting than a fortnight in the sun.</p><p>At the heart of the series is a simple invitation: &#8220;Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest.&#8221;</p><p>We work through what that looks like in the real world - when you&#8217;re burned out at work, overwhelmed at home, lost in the scroll, or just bone-tired in ways you can&#8217;t quite explain. Each video is around five minutes long, with one honest thought and one small, practical step you can take today.</p><p>If that sounds like something you need right now, the full series is waiting for you on YouTube. I&#8217;d love for you to join me.</p><p>Watch the full series here - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRCAfiHehjUlv9rxkygE72o33Z6s9kqjW">https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLRCAfiHehjUlv9rxkygE72o33Z6s9kqjW</a></p><p>You deserve more than survival. There&#8217;s a better kind of rest on offer.</p><p>With warmth,</p><p>Rob</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The 5-word prayer for your Monday morning]]></title><description><![CDATA[Good morning, friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-5-word-prayer-for-your-monday</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-5-word-prayer-for-your-monday</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 Jul 2026 05:01:14 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/7nKHDTBdP_g" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Good morning, friend.</p><p>I want to tell you about the most honest prayer in the whole Bible. It&#8217;s tucked away in Exodus 33, and Moses is the one praying it.</p><p>God has just promised his people a beautiful land. Milk, honey, the lot. And then he says something that winds Moses up: <em>I&#8217;ll send an angel to lead you, but I won&#8217;t go myself.</em></p><p>Moses isn&#8217;t having it. He wants the real thing. So he prays what I reckon is one of the boldest prayers ever whispered: <em>&#8220;If you don&#8217;t personally go with us, don&#8217;t make us leave this place now.&#8221;</em> (Exodus 33:15)</p><p>In other words: <em>I&#8217;d rather be stuck in the wilderness with you than arrive in paradise without you.</em></p><p>Presence over plan. Presence over promised land. Presence over everything.</p><p>And here&#8217;s the thing, friend. That&#8217;s not a Sunday-morning prayer. That&#8217;s a Monday-morning rescue rope. Because the God of the Bible isn&#8217;t a tenant who lives in a church building waiting for you to pop in. He&#8217;s a traveller. He climbed into a pillar of cloud with Israel. He pitched his tent among us in Jesus. And by his Holy Spirit, he climbs into your Monday and comes along for the ride.</p><p>So whether your Monday is a kitchen sink, a commute, or a classroom, try breathing out these five small words: <em>&#8220;Lord, please come with me.&#8221;</em></p><p>I unpack the whole thing, plus a gorgeous little story from a 17th-century monk, in today&#8217;s 5-minute video.</p><p><em>Watch today&#8217;s devotional here &#8594;</em> </p><div id="youtube2-7nKHDTBdP_g" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;7nKHDTBdP_g&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/7nKHDTBdP_g?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>God bless.</p><p>Rob</p><p>Read this week&#8217;s devotionals here - <a href="https://open.substack.com/pub/battledrilldevotional/p/you-are-not-alone?r=643q6o&amp;utm_campaign=post&amp;utm_medium=web&amp;showWelcomeOnShare=true">https://open.substack.com/pub/battledrilldevotional/p/you-are-not-alone?r=643q6o&amp;utm_campaign=post&amp;utm_medium=web&amp;showWelcomeOnShare=true</a></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The question you've been swallowing]]></title><description><![CDATA[Friend.]]></description><link>https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-question-youve-been-swallowing</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://devotional.battledrilldevotional.com/p/the-question-youve-been-swallowing</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Rob Westwood-Payne]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 18 Jul 2026 05:00:37 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/youtube/w_728,c_limit/FwRUdnQgMGw" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Friend.</p><p>Have you ever swallowed a question? Someone says something in a meeting, a group chat, or the queue at the school gate, and a question bubbles up inside you. But you push it back down. You worry it might sound silly, or rude, or make you look less clever than everyone else is pretending to be.</p><p>I wonder if you&#8217;ve ever done that with God.</p><p>Maybe you&#8217;ve held back questions about faith for years. Not because you don&#8217;t care, but because you do. Maybe you&#8217;ve worried that asking out loud would be a bit, well, disrespectful. Or maybe you&#8217;ve been afraid the answer might hurt.</p><p>If that&#8217;s you, please take a slow breath. You&#8217;re so welcome here.</p><p>Today&#8217;s devotional looks at Deuteronomy 4:29. Moses is speaking to people who&#8217;ve already made a mess of things, and yet he tells them: <em>if you search for him with all your heart and soul, you will find him.</em> There&#8217;s no frown in that verse. No telling off. Just an open door.</p><p>Here&#8217;s the thing. The Bible doesn&#8217;t treat honest questions as a problem. It treats them as a beginning. Job asks why. David asks how long. Thomas asks for proof. Even Jesus on the cross cries out. Your questions are in good company, and they are safe with God.</p><p>So today, pick one question you&#8217;ve been swallowing. Just one. And instead of pushing it back down, hand it gently to God, exactly as it is.</p><p>Asking isn&#8217;t the opposite of faith. It&#8217;s often the beginning of it.</p><p>Watch the full 5-minute devotional here &#8594; </p><div id="youtube2-FwRUdnQgMGw" class="youtube-wrap" data-attrs="{&quot;videoId&quot;:&quot;FwRUdnQgMGw&quot;,&quot;startTime&quot;:null,&quot;endTime&quot;:null}" data-component-name="Youtube2ToDOM"><div class="youtube-inner"><iframe src="https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/FwRUdnQgMGw?rel=0&amp;autoplay=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;enablejsapi=0" frameborder="0" loading="lazy" gesture="media" allow="autoplay; fullscreen" allowautoplay="true" allowfullscreen="true" width="728" height="409"></iframe></div></div><p>Walking with you.</p><p>Rob</p><p>Read this week&#8217;s devotionals here - <a href="https://open.substack.com/pub/battledrilldevotional/p/you-are-not-alone?r=643q6o&amp;utm_campaign=post&amp;utm_medium=web&amp;showWelcomeOnShare=true">https://open.substack.com/pub/battledrilldevotional/p/you-are-not-alone?r=643q6o&amp;utm_campaign=post&amp;utm_medium=web&amp;showWelcomeOnShare=true</a></p>]]></content:encoded></item></channel></rss>